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Masiela Lusha

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ooc [03 Sep 2003|07:33pm]
[ mood | OOC ]

[ I have to give this role up. I'm just tired of this, and I've never been hardcore into doing a journal for her. If you have eyes, you've probably known that since I made it. So, basically, I'm closing the journal. I'm too possessive to give it to someone else, and there were a few good entries in here that I want to keep. If you want to make a new Masiela journal, awesome. Go for it. Best of luck. But do her justice, and don't make her out to be an asshole, and please play her better than I did. She deserves better. :-[ I'm keeping two people on my friends list, and they were the only two that ever meant anything to me. They can take me off if they want, but I'm still keeping them on. <3 I guess this is bye. It's been...interesting. ]

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[02 Jul 2003|02:35am]
[ mood | dorky ]

I haven't talked to Madde in a loooong time, and I'm starting to get lonely. Someone should hit me up on AIM: mistaken masiela

Did I really just type that?

Okay, now that that's off my chest, I went through with it, and got the apartment. I'm able to move in in exactly one week. However, I think I'll be going to vistit Madde in Sweden soon, but nothing is for sure, yet. So, I'll visit Madde, go home, pack up and then just head straight for here, again. Sound like a plan? Okay.

And someone really needs to take my credit card away before I go out and buy more things. I bought four C.D.'s today. Lifehouse, Jessica Harp, Counting Crows and Fiction Plane. Someone shoot me :-[


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[01 Jul 2003|07:22pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Madde sign on :\

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[26 Jun 2003|11:50pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

I slept a little late, today, which was fine with me. I prefer showering around twelve than at eight in the morning. Showering was a good thing because I woke up and my hair was all stuck on one side of my head, so water did me good.

After breakfast, scrambled eggs and bacon, I decided to explore a little, and ended up at Bloomingdales, and I'm still not sure if that's the right spelling. It wasn't as glamorous and beautiful as everyone makes it out to be - in fact, it was kind of...stuffy and crowded, a true tourist attraction. Either way, it didn't stop me from spending money. I got some wicked cool Zebra print boots, but that's not important XD

I went by the apartment while Lily was working and I pretty much worked everything out. As soon as I make the downpayment, I'll be free and able to move in, and I'm really looking forward to it.

So, after a stirring dinner of Hamburger Helper I decided to come on and update.

:: presses update ::

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[26 Jun 2003|02:53am]
[ mood | happy ]

I spent a lot of my night talking to Madde. She's such a nice girl, and I love talking to her. I'm hoping to go and visit her in Sweden soon :) I'm thinking that might be insanely fun considering I've never been there.

I'm eating chocolate right now. I probably shouldn't be, but oh well. I'm also watching "Practical Magic". Speaking of which, where is Sandra? I haven't seen her journal in awhile and considering she is one of my favorite actresses I miss reading it :(

Okay, I'll give I'm only posting so I can show off my new icon <3

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[25 Jun 2003|11:09pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I'm spending some time in NYC with my cousin, Lily. It's great, especially since I get to be on my own for awhile, without my parents breathing down my neck - which is rather irritating, if I do sy so myself. My mother decided it was fine for me to leave so I could spend some time alone, and calm down. She knows that I've been stressed and she knows that she and my father are one of the main causes.

We, of course, had a huge screaming match -thus leading to my trip. My father got irritated, started on about my acting and eventually ended with this; "If you hate it so much here, leave. I won't stop you." That seemed to upset my mother, but surprisingly enough, she didn't say anything.

I found a nice apartment in the city - close to my cousin's, close to everything else a seventeen year old girl could want. I'm thinking about it. The money won't be a problem, and apparently my parents could care less. I know they love me, but don't get me wrong, although I might be shy, I've worked them over since I could talk and they're probably fed up. I'm still curious as to whether or not I should pride myself on that XD

So, my last couple of days were spent being young and carefree. I've shopped with Lily, gone to the park, had time to take a few naps and drink hot tea. In fact, I've been blasting my Hanson C.D. for two days straight, and I think my cousin is getting sick of hearing it :-[ I even caught an episode of the show tonight. Not one of our funniest, but not too shabby. :)

I'm not planning on going home just yet. I love New York, and I'm having the time of my life. I'll be around.

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[23 Jun 2003|03:02am]
[ mood | awake ]

Insomnia for sure.

I've always been like this - never slept well. I'm just content with sitting by a window staring up at the stars. It used to bother me as I was younger, but not as much, now. I'm used to it, and have accepted that I'm just not meant to sleep :)

Unfortunately, I'm usually busy during the day, so late at night (and apparently very early in the morning) is when I'm online - and no one is really on to talk to and whatnot. I'm thinking I should have a slight change in schedule...

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[18 Jun 2003|12:00am]
[ mood | lonely ]

Nothing's new. It seems that I get more and more lonely by the day. I suppose it's kind of my fault, in a way. It felt to me that after I started acting more, and as soon as the show hit the T.V. everyone that I used to consider my friend/s slowly vanished into thin air. Poof. Just like that - they were gone. No one seems to be around and everyone I've tried to contact seems to be hiding or avoiding me. It kind of hurts...

I made this journal hoping I would be able to meet some new people, be a part if a group, finally feel like I belong somewhere - but that's not happening. I'm such a shy, gawky person. I haven't IMed anyone. It's almost as if I'm afraid. I'm not sure what of. People have never accepted me...so maybe I feel like here they wouldn't either. Maybe it's just me. I hate being shy, I just need someone to talk to.

I'm going to bed to dream big before I make myself out to be even more pathetic.

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[14 Jun 2003|01:15pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I really should update more - but I never have anything exciting to say.

It finally stopped raining. Rain in California, go figure. I'm glad - I was so sick of waking up every morning to a grey sky. Normally, I love rain, but day after day after day it gets just a little blah. Am I alone here?

On a different note, my parent's are driving me mad. The weird thing is, they're not doing anything they haven't been doing since I was five. Expecting more of me, hoping I'll be someone I'm not, complaining about my room. I'm starting to think that I should just lease an apartment and get away from them. I have my own money from the show, and I'll be eighteen in October - I just want some freedom and independence.

Sorry, I'm rambling.

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[10 Jun 2003|09:46pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I've been pretty busy these past few days. Not with work, though. I'm taking some time off to relax. It wouldn't matter anyways. We're almost done shooting next season - so that's pretty much over. Now all there is to do is just sit back and watch.

I've been incredibly lazy lately and I've had the worst case of writer's block you wouldn't believe it. Everytime I would try and sit down to write, nothing would come to me. It's actually kind of annoying being as I love to write.

This is a pretty pointless update, so I'll update longer when I have more time and a little more to say. If anyone wants to talk they can just IM me - mistaken masiela. I'm always there if anyone is bored :)

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First impressions [07 Jun 2003|01:53pm]
[ mood | curious ]

I'm Masiela Lusha. Don't know the name? That's okay, I wouldn't expect you to.

I play Carmen on the ABC show -George Lopez- and I have made guest appearences on several different shows. I love to write, and I'm a bit nervous about this whole journal thing. The fear of not fitting in and not making any friends is my main concern.

Don't stereotype me from the way that I look - I'm actually a hardcore band lover, and I'm a pretty nice person who just happens to like nice people.

If you add me as a friend, I'll make sure I add you back :)

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[07 Jun 2003|01:34pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

blah blah blah hi

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